The first time on a bike he rode no wobbling, a straight shot away from me down the street. He skateboarded and snowboarded. We signed him up for youth soccer, but in middle school and high school, football was where he found his true love: the speed, juking, and tackling, the contact and constant measuring up of strength and moves. He started working out at home and in the gym. He never loved school this way. On the field he learned loyalty, discipline, 7AM films, work outs in cloying summer humidity, pushing, and testing. This was the same kid who hadn’t cleaned his room in two years.  The same kid who didn’t shine so much academically but was his own bright star and mine. He found inspiration and started praying like many of the NFL players. On their knees for God and politics and one more yard. So I thank you football for all of these gifts, but a mixed blessing it is.

In spring of junior year, CTE research hit the papers with proof of the visceral knowledge we all have that smacking our heads isn’t good for us. Denial, convenient, was now deadly. There’s a reason for the communal cringe at the crunch of helmet on helmet, at least for those of us who care about the players as people.  I watch the Patriots with fascination and admiration at their phenomenal athleticism, but no amount of nachos or beer can staunch the guilt. We researched and bought our son the safest helmet on the market, a shield between our funny, bright eyed teen and danger, but games more than anything are unpredictable.

On non-Sundays, I am a career coach. I shepherd clients towards their dreams, wave a wand of permission for them to do what they really love. As their personal cheerleader, I leap and jump at their steps to success.  But I was stopped cold when my son, now a HS senior told me a local college coach keeps texting him. Before CTE I might have thought this was a good thing, but now I want to say, please leave my son alone.

So how can I coach him on the brink of stepping into the world of college football? I tell him what’s in my heart.  That I love him and I’ve been protecting him since he was a baby. I don’t want to see him hurt, to have anything dim his keeness, his agility. That if he wants to work with his body, he needs to keep it healthy. Bones broken at 19 can ache at 30 or 40 and damaged brain cells can haunt what might have been a normal life.

It hurts to come down on this side of my son’s dream. Badly. He may end run me. He’s already 18 and a lot faster. I’ve just asked him to look down the line a little further, to see the end zone for what it is, and look beyond it. I’m one mom trying to protect one son, but what about the rest of our football players?  Now that we know the facts, is the dream worth playing as is, or is it time to put down the beer and nachos to consider a real game changer?


Source: Trusting your Gut, Instincts, and Intuition

What you feel in your gut is what’s transmitted from the thought processes in your brain. Most people already know this by being aware of their thinking and their bodies. So listen to what your body is saying and trust yourself. Sometimes it’s hard to find enough quiet to really listen. Especially with choosing a career, there are so many other voices telling us what to do….our culture, our parents, well-meaning friends… self-help books. So make quiet time each day to listen.

Ralph Waldo Emerson said, To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment. This is one of my favorite coaching quotes. What makes you happy, engaged, fulfilled, or connected? When do you feel most alive? Take that and run with it. No one else can tell you how you feel inside, not therapists or coaches or your partner. It’s your life to create uniquely and whole-heartedly. If you go on an interview and your gut says this isn’t the place for you—pay attention. Don’t override your intuition. Your brain has been gathering information since you stepped through the door and has sent it through your nervous system to your digestive system.

If someone asks you a question in an interview that feels inappropriate and you get that uncomfortable feeling, red-flag it. I once went to an interview where there were ten people sitting around a conference table asking me questions. It was 95 degrees with no AC and no one offered me a glass of water. Would you want to work in that environment? I didn’t.

Are you doing what you want in life? Are you working in a place and with people that encourage the best in you? Do you feel seen and heard? Are you working from your highest self? If not, what can shift? Can you influence those around you to make more of a place for yourself? Do you need to make adjustments without compromising your true self? Is it time to begin your own business where you have more freedom? Whatever your story is, as you continually create it, pay attention to your instincts and intuition to keep you true to your vocation destination.

Martha Beck, a famous Life Coach says I cannot believe people keep paying me to say this ”if something feels really good for you, you might want to do it. And if it feels really horrible, you might want to consider not doing it”. Thank you, give me my $150.

So right now, in your job and your life, what are your gut, instincts and intuition telling you? 

During times of transition, job loss, grief, sickness and despair, we are at our most vulnerable, yet those are times when we should be most careful to be patient and compassionate with ourselves. Holidays can make us feel more vulnerable calling forth memories of loved ones far away or on the other side; the memories mixing like all the baking smells; bitter nutmeg, savory thyme, and sweet baking apples, the visceral senses and scents of tradition and family. In the midst of all the holiday preparation or avoidance, if that’s what you choose, there can be a lot of unspoken expectations and pressure. While shopping and cooking for others, take time out to do something physically soothing or psychically refreshing for yourself.

Self-Care Suggestions
• A hot bath with lavender oil for relaxation
Noble deeds and hot baths are the best cures for depression.
Dodie Smith, Capture the Castle
• A foot massage (do it yourself or find someone who’d like to trade)
There is more wisdom in your body than in your deepest philosophies.
Friedrich Nietzsche
• Take a walk in the woods or along the beach; if you have a dog, even better
My father considered a walk among the mountains as the equivalent of churchgoing. Aldous Huxley
• Keep a gratitude journal
Reflect upon your present blessings, of which every man has plenty; not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have some. Charles Dickens
• Do daily affirmations
Affirmations are our mental vitamins, providing the supplementary positive thoughts we need to balance the barrage of negative events and thoughts we experience daily.
Tia Walker, The Inspired Caregiver: Finding Joy While Caring for Those You Love
• Don’t abuse your body with too much alcohol or sugar; it’s easy to do. Before anything reaches your lips, ask yourself if it’s good for you.
The key to making healthy decisions is to respect your future self. Honor him or her. Treat him or her like you would treat a friend or a loved one.
A.J. Jacobs, Drop Dead Healthy: One Man’s Humble Quest for Bodily Perfection
• Take a nap
Sometimes the most urgent and vital thing you can possibly do is take a complete rest. Ashleigh Brilliant
• Find something funny every day to experience the lightness of laughing
What soap is to the body, laughter is to the soul. Yiddish Proverb

Have a Happy and Loving Holiday Season


If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. (Excerpted from Desiderata by Max Ehrmann, 1952)

I believe this wisdom can help us be more self-aware, guide our perspective of the work realm, and create self-confidence born of a sense of purpose. The first step in self-awareness is figuring out what unique gifts you have and how to best use them in the world. This will define your purpose and be a guiding light in decision-making. You gifts are related to what you are good at and motivated to develop. When you acknowledge your interests/talents/gifts you are welcoming your authentic, essential self to be the basis from which you move forward. Trust your intuition, feelings, gut, dreams, metaphors and images that present themselves. What are they telling or teaching you? Focus on your unique sense of self, not what others think you should do, nor what others are doing. No one can tell you what kind of a life you should be living. This faith in yourself will help increase your confidence.  

Marianne Williamson of A Course in Miracles fame has other wise words. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world.

I ask you to find a quiet place and reflect on the following questions. It may help to meditate, pray, or talk a walk in nature to give them the attention they need.

  • What are you here to do? Gifts, Interests, Talents, Types of Intelligence
  • Why, to what purpose? Purpose is driven by values. Where and how do you want to contribute to the world?
  • How best to move forward? Education/Training, Entry-level position, Networking, Volunteering, Starting your own business, etc.
  • When? If not, now, when? (Talmud)

The Option of Delaying College – A Gap Year or Two?.

If you are a high school student, you may want to think about the option of delaying college unless you’re clear about your career path. A lot of young adults haven’t yet figured out the combination of interests, skills, values, and goals that will determine their role and satisfaction in the world of work.

As an option to college right away, you might want to get some real-world experience: move to a new place, work with people you wouldn’t normally associate with, learn about other socio-economic classes, about other cultures. Get a waitressing job in a Greek restaurant. Learn about landscaping in the suburbs. Be a bartender on the waterfront if the law allows. After all of those tests, essays, MCAS and SAT’s, let your brain absorb information through your pores instead of a textbook. Be part of a crew on a fishing boat, work with the disabled and less fortunate. Stretch, lean, jump, dance; become a martial artist of life. Don’t expend your energy on too much alcohol—live healthily. Cook and eat nourishing foods. Share rent with friends. Find an apartment and repaint it. With every new thing you choose to do, you are learning and becoming more self-sufficient. Those experiences shape you as you learn a lot about what you don’t want or like, and finally what you do.

If you can afford it, travel, or get a job, save some money and plan a trip. There is no better classroom, especially if you learn a language along with it. For example, there is an organization called WWOOF, Worldwide Opportunities on Organic Farms where you work for room and board. Or, be an entrepreneur — Start your own business and you won’t have to go to college, but you will have to learn everything there is about running a successful business. You can volunteer or intern to learn new skills for business or any other field. Choosing a gap year or two may save you time and money in the long run when it comes to your education. Not everyone is ready or suited for college right after high school, or college at all, but everyone will need some form of training and preparation to do skilled work.